ramadhan kembali

alhamdullillah berpeluang kali ini berjumpa ramadhan..

jumaat lepas hantar nenek ke klia..dia nak pergi umrah..she just went last 2 month (i think)..and she went again for ramadhan. sedihnya tidak terkata bila dengar dia nak berpuasa dan beraya di Mekah..entahlah, selalu aku takdela sedih sangat..seminggu aku memikirkan hal ini..nak ajer suruh nenek aku kenselkan tiket.tapi knowing my grandma, kalau dia nak tu..she'll make it happen. seriously shes always gets her way of something. so tak hairan la dia dpt pergi pakej sebulan puasa & raya..ppl said susah nak dpt pakej macamtu.

masa aku tgh bagi adlina makan lunch, adik aku alya ada kat sebelah. ada makcik ni duduk sebelah dia. makcik tu tanya 'dah berapa bulan budak ni?' '7bulan cik'..dia tanya lagi..'dia susu badan (i put in a kinder words..ehheh)?' ...'dia dah taknak..' sambil aku tersenyum. 'bagi makan apa tu?' 'bubur nasi dengan ayam dan..'..dia mencela 'lepas tu blend?'...'a'ah' .dia renung sambil bkata..'makcik teringat anak makcik..masa kecik bila lambat bagi makan dia nangis..bila nangis lagi makcik bagi lagi susu badan..tapi bila dah besar tak ingat kat kita..nih nak pergi mekah pun tak dtg jenguk..' dengan nada yang bersahaja..tapi aku rasa dia sedih..lepas tu aku tukar topik..' makcik pun pegi umrah 1 bulan?' 'ye..'..lepas tu aku tak sempat sambung bual sebab mak aku dtg bertnyakan aku. aku dan alya saling berpandangan..kesiankan makcik tu..hari tu aku terfikir..syukur aku dpt peluang hantar nenek aku ke klia.

nway, raya tahun nih tak best takde nenek..so,tak balik kampung (kg.baru hahahah)ler aku since tahun nih raya kat kl..tapi nenek mesti seronok berpuasa disana bersama abang&saudaranya.

before puasa sempat la dinner with frens at pizza u:no..very crowded..org dah dpt gaji kot..tapi kitaorg lepak kat luar kedai je.it was fun since abu&ilya ada..two 'good frens'..hehehehe..anne..ingatkan u ada! :<

semoga kita diberkati ramadhan ini..di sini saya nak ucapkan selamat menyambut ramadhan kali ini...semoga ibadat kita diberkati dan lebih baik dari tahun lepas..insya allah.

never ending flu

ive got this flu+cough since last week..but this time i decided not to seek medication. yessss..dulu memang demam ker or flu mesti pergi jumpa doktor. my girl also having the same problem almost couple of weeks, which the last 2 weeks i had to send her to my folks because her's was terrible and its bad also if u put together with other also-never-dry-nose babies. i decided to leave her about 1 week..chinese style. tapi masuk malam ke tiga dah rasa lain macam, and my mom told she's started to cry a lot. ooo..maybe dia pun rindu kot..hehehe. kesian to my baby because she had to take medication almost every month..so doc gave her antibiotic (i was hesitate to give her that, but doc said she's having flu+cough almost every month). antibiotic dah habis tapi masih tak baik lagi..just bagi dia apple puree..lots of vitC!

now what i did is..just take healthy food, vitC and drink a lot of water..memang lambat baik..but i just give a try..give a break to my body...from drugs.