Salam...hi..Alhamdulillah im still Alive!!hahaha
Until 3rd June 2015..the things i would loved to remember:
2013-2014:
1. Continues on my fertility treatment at HUKM. Nidz join the initial test for the husband. The result was "slow swimmer"..hehehe
2. Feb 2013 - Went to London with nidzam. Coincidently i celebrated my birthday in London..twice already..gempak plak rasa...tapi rasa insaf jap sebab Tanah Suci Mekah tak sampai lagi..insya Allah the rezeki will come.
3. Mei 2014- When to China for ASEAN EIA workshop in Yixing, China
4. Alhamdullillah i got pregnant on May 2015! I never thought that month will be the month..i was in very busy scheduled on that month..went to Cameron Highlands, China and Perlis..all back to back.so i thought i had the slightest chance of getting pregnant due to one particular reason that i shall reserve it lah..shhhhh..hahhaha..BUT with Allah's will and he said 'Kun fa ya Kun'...its done! Allah knows best when is the right time and moment for us to have another child..and knows we are really ready for it.
5. Raising little miss kakak , to me its really quite a challenge..i really enjoyed the 6 years of mommy-daughter moment. Boleh fokus kepada beberapa perkara yang dia perlu pelajari, especially on socializing and getting her to eat. The toughest ever event until now im still in the battle. But slowly progressing..insya Allah.
6. Kakak was happy...boleh la jadi teman kakak nanti. We had a bet. Kalau kakak vote for a girl. Me have no choice have to vote for a boy. She called it Kumpulan Girl and Kumpulan Boy. Siapa kalah kena bagi hadiah kepada yang menang. Being a mother..i have to standby hadiah lah eventhou kalau mommy yang menang!lol!
7. Bad first trimester- vomiting like no body business, but i make sure im well hydrated after that..hahaha.. ponteng puasa, ponteng beraya rumah saudara dan rakan. All because tak larat. Totally different experience during Miss kakak, had smooth sailing from day 1 till deliver.
8. In February 2015: Putrajaya doctor suggest for c-section birth as this was considered 'Precious Pregnancy' my preciousssssss..remember g:holib gholum of LOTR??- So..why precious pregnancy? because (1) i had sub-fertility case (susah pregnant after previous pregnancy, some might have it on third child); (2) undergo fertility treatment; and age wise..alaaa im not that old..but u know the 35 yo-deadline-to-get-pregnant kind of policy.
9. February 2015: The best and blessed day..safely delivered a.....drumroll.......baby GIRL!!! at week 38, wt 2.7kg. She healthy and beautiful!Alhamdulillah..all praise to Allah the Giver. Lil A a sister with 7 years gap with her big sister. Another anak dara in da house yawwww... We were the happiest parents in da world!
10. Mommy hope both of u..Miss Kakak and Lil A will enjoy every moment together. Get to know each other well as being sisters with a huge age gap is not easy..both of you may have different interests, diff social interests, lots of hugs and fights and maybe a lot more that i could not imagine! Be for each other from day 1 and you will best friends when the 'break event' growth comes. Mommy had a lot of fight with Cik Alya (we are 9 yeas gap) when we were growing up..imagine i was in university and she was a rebellious 14! Kena penampau pun pernah!hahaha..Its like being a younger mother..macam tu lah..hahahah..and look at us now. Even Miss Kakak choose her (alya) over me when she's around!hahaha..
11. 2015: new work place (skrang dah tukar bahagian) and new pangkat (ntah aper-aper ntah after 10years!shhheshh)..ok..ok bersyukur dengan rezeki Allah. Amin....
12. I have to start engine all over again...with the baby lah..the diaper..the sleepless night..the pain...i had experience 2 types of birht methods...if you asked me..dua-dua cara pun sama sakitnya!My vagina birth also was another issue by itself..kes tau foo fa..hehe.. Cuma c-section perlu lebih berhati-hati bila bangun dari katil.
13. Lil A admitted jaundice..dan meleret ke pro-longed jaundice. Jaundice sebabkan oleh breastmilk..sebab buat detail test all clear. The greatest unknow the real content of mothers milk. Banyak lagi nikmat Allah tersembunyi di dalamnya. Alhamdullillah. I niat nak BF sampai umur 2 tahun. Insya Allah. Pray for me okay. During Miss Kakak time..ilmu tak banyak..outstation banyak sangat..overseas lagi..in the end she weaned herself. Mommy redho. rezeki mommys milk sampai situ sahaja.
14. Little from my experince: Give all out to the baby event if you feel that there is never ending feeding with the baby for you to establish good supply later on. Yes you will menangis or feel macam nak nangis (if you have strong heart). Never mind..its normal..because you are sooo tired and in pain. It will take maybe a couple or 3 weeks..and you will thanked your baby for the good supply you have established. By week 2 or 3 you can start pumping with great yield!
15. But now my stock supply is like 'kais pagi makan pagi..kain malam makan malam'..just like my good friend said. i have limited freezer storage in my current fridge hence my low stock. BUT im still determine to build up some stocks..tak lah banyak sangat nak buat sebab buat banyak2 sangat pun kang budak tak terminum and not so fresh already right? Ohw..im using Specra M1 pump..so far so good, puas hati!very portable, ringan and yet powerful. Bought it at mom and baby expo with good bargain. Seriously beli masa expo sebab murah!dan macam2 dia bagi free berbanding beli kat kedai..unless kalau dapat jumpa orang jual kat online with good bargain..why not! And know im contemplating to buy deep f:reezer for EBM storage. takde tempat la nak letak kat rumah..huhu..but i want it..especially the upright type. woohuuuu..drooooollll.
In between I've attended few parenting courses with friends and family. Banyak lagi ilmu nak belajar. One thing for sure sexual education the do's and dont of private parts..safe touch etc..perlu diterapkan dari mula anak pandai berkata-kata. Saya tak sempat nak cerita dalam blog..tapi akan cuba disampaikan verbally pada family and friends..insya Allah.
p/s: teringin nak attend CPR class..
Till then tata!!!
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